today is a bad day, a very bad day.

1. super tired today.
2. the SIL definately did not help. on the contrary, it made it worst. during that super chim SIL on cosmology, i totally zoned out. all i got from that 1 hour, is that the universe is expanding. that's all.
3. my calculator spoilt. the tan, cos and sin buttons don't work! before i realised that it spoilt, a minute ago it was still working and i was still happily pressing the buttons. the next minute, it just couldn't work... ahhhh.. my calculator for close to 4 years!! :(
4. realised that i forgot a lot of stuff about trigo today. but the good thing was that it was kinda refreshed by mdm leon when she went through the worksheet on the fundamentals of trigo :)
5. bio was HUH?! yes, i don't get bio. and i got very stressed when people kept throwing in info to ms chee. the whole time, i was just quite lost, then zoned out after that.
6. phy was another HUH?! mr shone went through last year's eoy paper 2 with us, and i couldn't answer a single question. i realised that i forgot everything about conduction, convection and radiation. what he was saying during lesson today was like greek to me.
7. didn't study after school today. was too tired and went home to sleep instead.
8. lost my hole puncher, can't file my worksheets properly. i'm super frustrated that it's not neatly filed into the file and in order but just slotted into the file.
9. 2 more weeks to start of EOY and i'm still procrastinating.
10. all i've probably started on is chem. basically, i'm screwed for every subject.

looking back at sec 3, i don't remember how i studied for eoys. when did i start memorising the stuff?

when the teachers go through the topics with us, it makes me even more worried and stressed cos i don't know what they are talking about. t
the school should just give us home-learning till eoy, so that students can study at home instead of stoning in class when you don't get a shit the teacher is going through cos you haven't started revising on that particular topic.



sec 4 year passed by too quickly...